What if?

In less than three weeks, I'll be travelling again, guess where?  This picture should give you a hint. 


I will get some time away from home, which is greatly needed.


Last night, I was in bed early with a runny clown's nose and pumpkin head, reading some blogs (I've become completely addicted), when hubby came and told me he had some medicine for my cold.  Delicious medicine!


What if I lick you down there while you suck me down here?  Oh, heaven!  What if I put my fingers in here, moving them in a circle, while my thumb rubs that little bud of yours?  Oh, oh, don't stop!  What if I push that little spot still circling my fingers?  Oh, oh, oh!!!  Oh my God!..........   pant! pant! pant!  How did you do this?  This was just incredible! The bed is soaked.  What if I gave you this medicine for your sore throat?  Hum!  hummmmmpf!  Hmmmm! Hmmmmpff!  Barely breathing with my stuffed-up nose...  Jaw slightly hurting, neck bent in an uncomfortable angle.  Ah!  Breathing again!  Ooops sticky stuff on my breasts, chin, nose and eye! He he he!  Wish someone would take a picture! 

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What if we put up an ad to find a man for a threesome?  HUH?!?  WHAT?!? We had discussed our fantasies at some point, along with having sex in awkward places, watching porn while having sex, etc.

Me (thinking) hm!  Someone with a nice, big cock..

Hubby: he would need to be elegant!

Me (thinking)... yes, hairless chest, butt and shoulders...

Hubby: able to sustain a conversation!

Me: Huh?  you mean you will speak politics and sports while you f**k me?

Hubby: no, before, when we meet him.  He would need to be younger.

Me (thinking)... nice chiselled torso, tight ass, cute smile...

Hubby: and I would not want a fucker!

Me: So, what do you want him for?

Hubby: no, I could not stand a vulgar idiot just wanting to f**k you for the sake of it!  I still don't even know if I could bear the sight of another man having sex with you.

Me ... well, maybe when he sees us he will run away... after seeing my wobbly stomach (after three pregnancies), my sagging breasts after their long lost battle against gravity, or my "flatbed"?

Hubby: so, when do we put up an add?

Me (suddenly waking up from my daydreaming) Oh no!   Can we please talk it over again, there is a difference between fantasies and reality.  Let me just digest this, I'm still under shock!   I need to think it over.

This is where I realised that, although things seem to be going in the right direction for hubby, they may not for me.  I started panicking, wait, wait, wait. This is going too fast!  I need a break away from home and that is exactly what I'm going to have in a few weeks' time. 

Understand me, before Christmas, we were still having arguments, nasty, snappy remarks for each other, and I badly wanted to divorce after we had tried to make things change for ten years. At Christmas, we decided on a truce and, like bonobos, I initiated the "make love not war" behaviour.  Now, things seem to develop in a lighter tone, but I still want to divorce, for many reasons, but basically because it is too late now for me to try and save our marriage.  But hubby seems to think differently.  How can I explain without hurting him more?  Can we not just divorce and be buddies?  We know couples who have divorced and are having affairs with their ex.  Have I done it all wrong? 

May this break help me find the right words, attitude and state of mind to explain calmly what I wish for the two of us in the future.  It need not be painful.

In the dark

The action was getting really intense, the plumber had the biggest cock I had seen so far - and was taking the wife doggy-style, she was moaning and crying, and I was already getting terribly wet. My thighs pressed together, I was feeling the heat building up, when someone sat two seats away from me. Sitting in the back row, I was annoyed. I looked at the man in the blue light, he seemed very handsome and young, long hair, long shirt over his jeans. He was absorbed by the movie.

I had discreetly unbuttoned the front of my dress and was getting inside my underpants. My fingers were doing their job perfectly and my nipples rubbing against the dress’s light fabric. My attention was suddenly drawn to my neighbor. He was slowly opening his zipper and even in the dim light, I could see the tip of his cock shimmer in his hand. Wow! This got me almost to the point of no return. I moved my body towards him so that I could see the movie as well as him simultaneously, getting off. He must have noticed my movement from the corner of his eye since he suddenly looked in my direction. I noticed how startled he was for he immediately stopped moving, his eyes fixed on me, his mouth open in astonishment. My hand was still moving between my legs, I was however on the alert waiting for his reaction. A large smile soon appeared on his lips, he shifted towards me so that we would almost face each other.

At that time, the wife was cuming and her husband had joined in the action, seemingly aroused at the sight of his wife being fucked by someone else. They engaged in a threesome, which set my imagination on fire. I opened my thighs wide enough so that he could enjoy every little detail. His hand worked faster, we stared at one another. We were in our own little bubble, playing our own little game, a duet for four hands. I could feel his aggressive sensuality entirely focused on me, which turned me on even more. I opened the top of my dress for him to see how hard my nipples were, wetting my swollen lips and licking my fingers, I cupped my breast with my left hand, circled each nipple with my wet thumb and index. I pinched them hard. He had opened his shirt, I could see his perfectly chiselled body down to his hips. I, in turn, offered him my almost complete nudity.

The wife was now straddling the plumber while the husband penetrated her from behind. I had to constantly watch my moaning. Mr. Handsome saw me closing my eyes. I heard him groaning softly. I could feel him inside of me, filling me completely as my fingers went deeper and deeper, slick, my muscles contracting, I could almost feel Twin in my ass. This was so intense that my eyes and my mouth opened wide. I was consumed by an incredibly powerful orgasm, shivering in the dim light. A few seconds later, Mr. Handsome jerked on his seat, a silent cry on his lips, his cock throbbing and squirting. The film was almost over; I had quickly rearranged myself and rushed out of the theatre, not wanting to be noticed by any of the other men. Once in the street, out of curiosity, I quickly glanced over my shoulder and saw Mr. Handsome giving me a thumb up in the distance.