Happy New Year!

Metin Demiralay

Sometimes, you have to kind of die inside

in order to rise from your own ashes

and believe in yourself, and love yourself,

to become a new person.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

End of Year HNT

Christmas present

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"Oh my lover I think of you daily

and find myself smiling so gaily

wondering what you wear

and how I'd have to stare

at rolling hills and valleys

and fresh buds on ripe fruit trees 

your elegant secrets so deeply hidden

soft fabrics caressing what is forbidden 

Oh how I wish to consume and delight

your precious gifts that set me alight

thus rhythmically my heart beats quicken

ensuing limbs flex, stretch and thicken

with thoughts of treaures to be found

my hands exploring contours that astound

and slowly we share in pleasures so deep

our senses alive from head to feet

we'll roll and sway like waves on the shore

and appreciate what's shared forevermore"

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Thank you for this lovely Christmas present!

Furious Love - CafeGlow II

Tiffany in Furious Love [trailer] from CafeGlow on Vimeo.

White Christmas

Merry Christmas

Kourtney Roy

Some people are going to hate me, because I don't particularly like Christmas and Christmas carols, it rather gets on my nerves, too commercial, too fake, spoiled children becoming brats......   Well, let's say, I hate what is has become. But I remember there was something magic about Christmas when I was a child.  I hope my children did have the same feeling when they were small.  Now, we don't really give presents, we tend to prefer giving presents throughout the year, when we feel like it, not when we "have to".  However,

To all my sexy followers, I wish a  

Merry Christmas and happy holidays!

It's my birthday today

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A Sagittarius born on December 19 walks an emotional tightrope but is fearless. True, my family and friends tell me I'm crazy to drive alone in dangerous parts of African countries, or to touch tigers, or do walking safaris in the bush.


They often seem to be the strong, silent type. Also true, I'm rather shy, but seem to be strong.


They need to make a contribution to society through their work or ideals. Yes, I want to go to Africa one day and work for the "innocents" - children or endangered species, or both.


December 19 people make friends effortlessly. Not sure


They can transform a frivolous relationship into a meaningful friendship. Sometimes true.


They have something of a reputation for being great lovers. You'll have to ask my lovers, hehehe!


They enjoy playing the field before settling down and usually gravitate toward glamorous types, though they may be somewhat plain. Quite right, but with some nuance.


People born on this date could hardly be more different in their role as parents than their parents were. They're inclined to give their children far greater freedom than they were allowed, though their academic expectations are likely to be higher. Yes, definitely!


People born on this date are in tune with the rhythms of their body, so they often subscribe to homeopathic or holistic treatments. They can benefit from deep massage, reiki, or rolfing techniques, which provide psychological and emotional benefits in addition to physical therapy. Oh, yes, give me that massage please! I'm a whore for massage, but am a good at giving massage as well!


People born on this date are not particularly goal-conscious but are happiest when they have opportunities to use their professional status to affect change. They like to be noticed for their singularity of purpose. Singularity of purpose?  Yes!

TMI Tuesday

Proposed by Virtual Sin.

Romantic and exciting places where to have sex

Well, to avoid clichés, I will not put them in a particular order, but will remember the special places where I had sex.

1. In a haybarn in the country side.

Troy Johnstone

2. In the wood, on moss.

Kassandra

3. On the beach (ouch! The sand scratches in the wrong places!)

Warwick Saint

4. In a bath tub.

Reflection - Robert Standish paintings

5. On a bench, in the garden.

Gregory Selivanov

6. In a canopy bed in a castle.

Father

7. Under the porch of a mansion.

Kassandra

8. In a hotel, by the sea.

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9. In front of the fireplace, in a hotel on the ski slopes.

Matthew Scherfenberg - Abigails Fire

10. In the shower.

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Hedone

Heelsnstocking

Secret Scorpio

Playfully Yours

Funanddirtythoughts

Virtual Sin

Blog Anniversary

Tom Chambers - Rites of Passage

It was my blog anniversary a few days ago, I almost missed it.  

One year ago, I was suffocating. Then there was the "Christmas truce" and my husband and I had a lot of sex, discovering some new things in the process.  But I knew I did not love him anymore.  He was jobless, I had problems sustaining the whole family, I was bitter and angry, but wanted to find a way out that would not harm everyone too much.  I then traveled to Asia, which was a good escape from the dreary daily life and also an opportunity for some introspection.  I was feeling strong and determined.   

When I came back things started to become tense again, my husband finally ended up in hospital, he had to admit he was in depression.  Our intention to divorce became official, it was a common decision and we made it clear that we did not want to hear any criticism from anyone.  Things became a little less tense, my husband moved to the basement.  I felt relieved.

He moved out in the fall after finding a long awaited job; I was surprised I did not feel anything at that time.  However, the children who are living with me, became extremely hostile and made me pay for what was happening.  The least I can say is that I was not expecting this painful backlash!  I suddenly felt terribly vulnerable, lonely and unloved, so unloved that I became depressed.  I was on the edge of the abyss, I could either let myself fall into this abyss and victimize, and this fall could be endless.  Realizing this, I decided it was not worth spending all this negative energy pitying myself, yet I had not that much energy left to move forward in a positive state of mind, and I am still struggling to get over this difficult pass.  I think the turn of season did not really help either.

However, in one year, I met several very nice people on-line, some of whom have become lovely friends, and I am very thankful for these friendships (Of course, you all know who you are :-)).  I also very unexpectedly met a very special person, who became a lover and a dear friend.  I cannot speak of him, his life is complicated and we don't know when we shall meet again, yet we both expect to stay in touch. This sexy young man took the trouble to reach out to me and persuade me to meet him in his country,  I cannot hide how terribly nervous I felt because of my shattered ego, nor can I say how thankful I am for all the wonderful moments we shared and for making me feel so special.   

It comforts me to know that I can seduce younger men and be appreciated by them. Yet, I have to admit that I don't know if I am ready now to meet someone here, locally.  I am scared to go on a dating site because I have never done it, and I am afraid of meeting loonies.  I'm a little old fashioned about this as I consider these dating sites as a kind of "meat market", it is very trivial, isn't it? I still need to work on myself and get my positive attitude back.  My husband and I also need to go through all the paper work with the lawyer, hoping to find a mutual agreement satisfactory to both parties.  And yes, we see each other at least once a week and manage to be good friends.  

My birthday is around the corner and I also feel how much I have aged physically in one year, agh!  Life is terrible, isn't it!  You fear not to be able to be sexy enough with your wobbly parts... but again it is all a question of attitude and state of mind.  For the time being, I still feel very vulnerable, but I know that in a few months' time, with the coming of spring, I will hopefully be my old sexy self again! 

It is a rite of passage, we all have to go through these difficult phases in our lives to progress and become wiser!

TMI Tuesday

Limits

What would you never do?
Zoophilia, scatology, pedophilia, necrophilia, piercing with needles, things that hurt



What do you want to try as you like the idea of it?
MFM, DP, light bondage, spanking,  maybe fisting, role-playing.  Yet, after over 20 years of vanilla sex, I'm pretty open-minded and maybe would enjoy things that look scary to me, but as long as I haven't tried... 

Bruno Dayan

What did you try and now love?
Toe sucking, blindfolding, having sex in public places, anal sex


What did you try and didn't like?
I never disliked anything I tried, but I would not like BDSM, nor having hot wax splilled on me, not sure I would like to have my nipples clamped, however, as I said, as long as I haven't tried, I would be unable to say if I like it or not.

Mikal Binds




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Hedone
Heelsnstockings
Playfully Yours
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The Castle

The snow sparkles on the trees and on the castle under the glorious morning sun, where our magic carpet led us.  Icicles hang from the windows, and make it look like a castle in a faerie tale.  The peacock is perched on a tree near the kitchen door and there are animal spoors around the castle, fox, rabbit, deer.

Our room is warm and cozy with its fire place, overlooking the country side from the upper floor under the crenelations.   We shed our snow coated clothes and put them to dry.  The canopy bed is welcoming with its feather duvet, we slide under the covers to seek some warmth.  I snuggle into your arms against your soft warm skin and stare into your green eyes.  We rub our long noses in an Eskimo kiss and smile.  Did you know they call me the Pixie with my short hair, long pointy nose and green eyes?  Well, the Pixie is going to bewitch you like no one before in these crisp white sheet!  

I take you face in my hands and suck on your lower lip until you gasp and take over. We slide on each other, bodies entwined, mouth licking nipples, necks, waists, the tender skin along your hips and further down, towards your thick hardness.  With a smile, I take you deep inside my mouth, into my throat, bewildered, you groan every time you slide inside my throat. You become my pray, offering me your vulnerability, I can reach into your soul and I take it as a precious gift. Your growls and moans tell me how much you like this, as I slide my hand along the length of your shaft, your breath gets shorter, you back arches and soon you let go with loud groans and I feel your hot cream trickle down my throat.  It did not take me too long to bewitch you!  

Your passionate kiss takes my breath away, your hand on my breast, my waist, my thigh, reaches its final destination, exploring, I open my thighs for you, my sweet juices run down my cheeks, moistening your fingers. “You are so tight!” you say.  Yes, yet your fingers play with me expertly and I soon scream out of pleasure.  Are the castle walls thick enough to muffle my cries? Suddenly, you take my big toe in your mouth and suck it.  I feel electrified and almost orgasm.  You play with my toes and every time I gasp and jump, surprised by the incredible sensation.  Oh my God!  This is divine!  But your lips have gone up my leg and explore my wet lips, tasting me, your tongue deep in my velvety hole, I squirm, breathless and lost in pleasure.  While your tongue circles my clitoris, your fingers trace small circles on the upper wall of my slippery cunt and my legs start to shake.  I can suddenly feel  myself gushing endlessly while I scream and loose control, surrendering to your touch.  I'm floating on a wave of intense and endless pleasure out of time, out of space,  I forget where I am.  You then take me gently, rubbing your thick glans on my clit and the sensation is just overwhelming again, you then slowly slide inside me when I beg you to take me, fill me, please, please!  You ask me "Would you like me to take you like this every morning and every evening?"  "Yes, I do".  You then profusely  cum inside me while my pussy squeezes you tight and as I bite your neck.

TMI Tuesday

This was sent to me by my friend Hedone a while ago.  I was unable to do it then, but please check her replies and those of all who played.


Whats the funniest...


1) Place you have had sex
On a tumbler drier, I guess.  I climaxed in less than a minute, several times, it was fun!

2) Position you have done
I cannot remember the exact position, but we left footprints on the wall next to the bed and could not figure out how we managed to make them.  Impossible to redo it!

3) Request from a partner
To lick him after having smeared himself with Nutella.  By the time I had licked him and made him cum, I almost had an indigestion.  I can't stand Nutella any more.

Tommy Agriodimas (FilthyGorgeousThings)

4) Item of clothing or outfit worn during sex
A clown costume during Carnival. Have you ever seen two horny clowns having sex?  LOL!

5) Thing that happened
Under a willow tree in a park, I was on my knees doing a bj, when my boyfriend told me to freeze, there were several gay people watching us and getting off.  When we realised we were not in trouble, I went on and several men benefitted from the show.  What we had not realized is that this particular tree was a meeting place for gays.

Fuck me.

Aeric Meredith-Goujon

Don't Explain - CafeGlow I

Brenna in Don't Explain 3 [vignette] from CafeGlow on Vimeo.

Let's fly away

Don Ricchilino

Let us fly away on our magic carpet over oceans and deserts,

Hide in forbidden oasis and bathe in fresh rivers under the palm trees,

Quench our thirst with heady wines, Satiate our appetites with goat cheese, dates and grapes,

Sleep on thick carpets under the golden moonlight surrounded by dromedaries and sheep,

My hips swaying to the sound of the nay and the darbuqqa,

Frankincense mingling with our dizzying carnal scents under the tent,

My wet lips on the flute playing its soothing rhythm to tame your insatiable snake.

Hierophant

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Just let go

Letting go is just the most difficult thing in the world when so many things are at stake, but you have to move on.  I'm still on a roller-coaster most of the time, but feeling better.  I need to take care of my children who also suffer at the moment.  They need a strong mom.  I am therefore  going to post less for a while.  I'm still there, answering messages and reading, but right now, some people need me as much as I need them, and I need to concentrate on them.  

Love you all, my lovelies!

One of those days again...

Albert Watson

When you feel like this...










... or like that...

Tom Chambers - Rites of Passage

When you have to do this....

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.. and put on a happy face..

Kassandra

When you desperately need this..

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and this..

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.. but you don't know when this is going to happen again...

you hope for this....

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Signed:  the Drama Queen :)

Ghost Lovers

You picked me up from the airport and we decided to go have lunch in that lovely city we both love.  It took us a while to drive there, but we made it just along the street leading to the Crescent.  What a view! Old memories coming back.  We had a late lunch in a small café and reacquainted with one another.  We ordered the same food, we seem to have the same tastes.  I had a delicious glass of red wine tasting of redcurrant.  


When we left the café, you took my hand and told me I was just the right size to hold your hand comfortably.  Our fingers entwined and my heart was racing.  I could not believe I was here with you after such a long wait.  We walked to the Crescent.  There was this seagull that was scratching the lawn in the park looking for worms we supposed, we stared at it for a while and laughed.  You then took me by the waist and kissed me there.  What a delicious, breathtaking kiss this was.  My hands in your back were grabbing your jacket.  I could not have enough of you.  A kiss on the Royal Crescent was more than I would have expected.  We then continued our stroll around the block and down the side to the park.  I told you of my belief in spirits and about the ghost walk I took in my young days when they would take you around on a dark foggy night to all the haunted places and tell you about the ghost lady clad in an 18^th century dress, who appears now and then on certain nights near the Pump Room.  

Will you be able to see the ghosts of the two happy lovers kissing and walking down that Crescent next time you return there, I wonder?

Mine

Filthy Gorgeous Things - Larry Clark

Jazz was softly playing from the device you had placed next to us. We were relaxing in a warm bubble bath, the light from scented candles surrounding us in a light glow.  We had scrubbed and soft-soaped each other.  I think it was raining outside, and we were just lying there,  in the soothing bath. Quietly. Your head resting on my right shoulder, while I was languidly running my hand across your torso, on your nipples and your stomach, stroking your hard oozing cock as you softly sighed.  You were completely abandoned; eyes closed, in my arms, my lover to be, in this moment suspended in time, in the glow of the candlelight,  you were mine, entirely mine.

HNT 18 - I am the Amazon

Lady Godiva by John Collier
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I am the amazon, the wild woman, the warrior and the explorer

My eyes are set on the stars that will lead me to foreign lands

Where I hunt and fight against all odds

I fear nothing nor no one to trouble my peace

I am the amazon, the wild woman, the warrior and the explorer

My tired body is longing for some rest under the starry sky

In a green meadow, in the shadow of a willow or a chestnut tree

My bow and shield resting on my side among the fireflies

I am the amazon, the wild woman, the warrior and the explorer

In the secret of the night, in the arms of my beloved I long to rest

Yet my warrior was nowhere to be found, nor did he hear my call, and left

I will go my way through the deserts , over the mountains, across the seas

I am the amazon, the wild woman, the warrior and the explorer

I will hunt and fight and lead my lonely life, fending for the pure land of my ancestors

And during the evening gatherings with my sisters, I will think

Of this fair warrior, who will take me in his arms under the stars

and cover my body with burning kisses in a dance of the senses

For Desire

HNT - 17 I melted

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We had this fantasy of my body clad in erotic black satin lace that you would peel off as you slowly yet firmly kissed me, your hands getting impatient, your body pressed against mine, moaning, ripping, biting....   Yet, you took me simply, naked, your arms wrapped around me, your lips gently kissing mine, your body on top of me, your eyes locked with mine, filling me slowly, so slowly, a moment of such intense pleasure, of pure bliss, that I melted. 




Blue-Eyed-Vixen there expressed exactly what I experienced here

Our First Meeting

I saw him coming towards me while I was searching my bag for my cell phone.  He looked young and slender and very charming in his dark blue suit.  I asked “B., is it you?”  “Yes”, he smiled, his voice was different from the “cam voice”, and a lot sexier.  I was smiling nervously and felt very happy.  We hugged quite formally; the surroundings did not allow for a proper hug, he then led me to his car.

He showed me on a road map where we would go for our picnic, and enjoy the countryside.  There were several options, but I let him choose the one he preferred. The mere idea of looking at a map made me feel all mellow because maps always make the traveller and adventurer in me dream.  His gentle presence made me feel incredibly good.

I was thrilled to secretly be in a foreign country just for a few hours, it was so exciting. 

The conversation was easy while we walked the path to the top of the hill overlooking meadows and old houses; the site was just beautiful and perfect!  He asked for the very much needed hug.  I was shaking, flooded by emotions, being able to touch him for real after long weeks of emailing and camming was powerful.  Our hearts were pounding, oh God! Our lips met.  While our first kisses were hesitant, they became more ardent. His hands exploring and touching the back of my neck sent shivers along my spine, My nose nestling in his neck, on his shoulder against his warm skin, I inhaled his scent and after-shave,  woody green and nice. My hands had slipped under his shirt and I could not have enough of him, they were exploring him while we kissed. The ice was broken now at last.

We sat on a cover away from the path, overlooking the scenery of the valley below and enjoyed some French baguette with goat cheese, sliced ham, Greek olives, mushrooms, and grapes accompanied by a good French Burgundy. Dessert consisted of strawberries dipped in Bailey's Irish cream liqueur, a novelty to me, I had to apologise for gulping them down so fast. He could not have chosen better.  I was baffled.  The conversation flowed easily; we touched and laid on the cover, smiled and kissed, my hands under his shirt on his smooth skin.  I could not remember the last time I felt so wonderfully cared for in somebody’s arms.  I was so greedy for his touch and kisses.  My hands explored further down his now bulging pants and my fingertips played with his hardness.  At one point, noticing we were alone, I gently undid his belt and kissed and licked the tip of his cock that was peaking out of his pants.  His moans made me smile and very soon after, I had my reward.  I deeply kissed him to share his sweet taste with him.  He was surprised by my cheekiness.  He was so scared anyone could have seen us.  I told him with a grin he had no idea what I was capable of.  Alas, it had suddenly become chilly and we soon had to leave.

We made it to the airport, but stayed a while in the back of his car for some more passionate and wet kisses and his hands exploring my breast and nipples.  At one point, I just wanted to feel my skin against his therefore lifted my sweater and unbuttoned his shirt to feel him closely. Soon after, we had to rearrange ourselves and I was on my way to the plane.  Sigh!  I had to pinch myself to realise all this had really happened.  I was on cloud nine!  What a wonderful day! What wonderful feelings.  I am so looking forward to our reunion in just a few days.  We have shared so much more in the meantime, and we are so longing for each other’s company.  It is crazy!  It is going to be a feast of the senses.  I cannot wait!


What a day!