"Sinfully Sensuous" now available as eBook

The lovely, sensual, gorgeous Cheeky Minx at Love hate Sex Cake now at last has her book, Sinfully Sensuous, available as an eBook.

Sinfully Sensuous by Cheeky Minx | Make Your Own Book

At this stage, the eBook favours all lovers of Apple gadgetry, optimised for the iBooks® app on the iPad®, iPhone®, or iPod touch®. (And for those whose devotion is wedded to other platforms, I’m assured these formats are on the way.)

So if you’re in need of a cheeky treat that can be conveniently hidden away from prying eyes, require a stocking filler for the holidays fast approaching, or want a little piece of her and her creations at your fingertips, this might be just the thing.

Go and have a look, enjoy!

Love hate Sex Cake

One year....

Just out of curiousity, I checked my site meter  after posting again, you are still there, it's been almost a year...  I'm still thinking of you and wonder how you are faring.  Are you happy now?  Has your life improved? Have some of your dreams come true?  I hope and wish so, because you deserve it, you sweet man!

Lofts and Beer

The view from my hotel room

Every morning when I opened my curtains, I would stare at these buildings and wonder who would live there, since there were not many apartments lit in the evenings.  They seemed mostly empty.  I fancied the middle one because of the large windows, the tower is called "something lofts".  The apartments seemed large and interesting, but who would live in such apartments? They are close to the sea,  the one on the lower floor seemed to be a club...  With my wild imagination, I had all kinds of fantasies about the nature of the club, could be anything...  A very exclusive club for the Happy Fews? A photographer's studio?  I quite liked this idea,  luxurious design furniture, a plant wall, something really classy, maybe a swimming pool overlooking the nearby sea?...  then, of course my mind wondered further...I imagined something like a swinger's club? I naively wonder if there are such things in these countries, but I would think there are. They're not on Google.

While there, I met a follower who had traveled for the event.  It felt awkward because I did not want my blog life to interfere with my real life, even less so with work. He contacted me a year ago, we never cammed. I was excited to have the opportunity to meet him in person and have dinner with him in the old town. He told me he did not expect me to be so nervous and shy. It was very enjoyable, and very strange to be able to talk about bloggers and sex. After that dinner, we texted and he made it clear that he wanted to have sex with me, but I could not force myself after only meeting him once. I also told him I did not want to feel like being some kind of trophy (Just imagine my stuffed head with my tongue sticking out on the wall like in a Gary Larson Far Side Gallery comic!) or another notch on his bedpost. We met again another evening in his room for a beer.  He made a move, but I just could not do it, besides I had to get up very early the next day for work. He texted me he really wanted to make love to me.  I came to realize that I did not know him very well.  When we chatted again after the trip, I explained that it was not my habit to through myself into someone's bed out of desperation.  I need to know the person better and to feel a good connection.  We will probably meet again this fall through work. Of course, some of my close colleagues asked questions, I was very elusive.  

To a dear friend

To you, my Dear Friend, may you sail away under a clear BLUE sky, over the ocean, towards your dreams, catch the trade winds in your sails.

EXPLORE.DREAM.DISCOVER

May your future be all you wished for.  

I want you to know I will never forget you!

Life is too short

I should probably read this every day!

Ok!  This end/beginning of year period has been difficult - AGAIN!! - three persons down with pneumonia, hubby ending at hospital in need of immediate surgery.... and going back for more in a few months....  My 16 year old son thinks he can quit school and stay at home for ever...(not even in his wildest dreams! Snort!)  I'm not going to whine, I've done enough!    I'm OK, trying to take everything with a distance, but it's not easy.

Two good news:  I have a new camera, which I should test this week-end....  and I will be away next week-end, visiting a friend abroad.  A well deserved break,  some fresh air and probably rain, but who cares? Some nice chats, photo sessions, dancing, and a lot of improvisation... Happy sigh!   Can't wait!

And, I've reached 90 followers!  YAY!

Christmas present

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"Oh my lover I think of you daily

and find myself smiling so gaily

wondering what you wear

and how I'd have to stare

at rolling hills and valleys

and fresh buds on ripe fruit trees 

your elegant secrets so deeply hidden

soft fabrics caressing what is forbidden 

Oh how I wish to consume and delight

your precious gifts that set me alight

thus rhythmically my heart beats quicken

ensuing limbs flex, stretch and thicken

with thoughts of treaures to be found

my hands exploring contours that astound

and slowly we share in pleasures so deep

our senses alive from head to feet

we'll roll and sway like waves on the shore

and appreciate what's shared forevermore"

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Thank you for this lovely Christmas present!

The Castle

The snow sparkles on the trees and on the castle under the glorious morning sun, where our magic carpet led us.  Icicles hang from the windows, and make it look like a castle in a faerie tale.  The peacock is perched on a tree near the kitchen door and there are animal spoors around the castle, fox, rabbit, deer.

Our room is warm and cozy with its fire place, overlooking the country side from the upper floor under the crenelations.   We shed our snow coated clothes and put them to dry.  The canopy bed is welcoming with its feather duvet, we slide under the covers to seek some warmth.  I snuggle into your arms against your soft warm skin and stare into your green eyes.  We rub our long noses in an Eskimo kiss and smile.  Did you know they call me the Pixie with my short hair, long pointy nose and green eyes?  Well, the Pixie is going to bewitch you like no one before in these crisp white sheet!  

I take you face in my hands and suck on your lower lip until you gasp and take over. We slide on each other, bodies entwined, mouth licking nipples, necks, waists, the tender skin along your hips and further down, towards your thick hardness.  With a smile, I take you deep inside my mouth, into my throat, bewildered, you groan every time you slide inside my throat. You become my pray, offering me your vulnerability, I can reach into your soul and I take it as a precious gift. Your growls and moans tell me how much you like this, as I slide my hand along the length of your shaft, your breath gets shorter, you back arches and soon you let go with loud groans and I feel your hot cream trickle down my throat.  It did not take me too long to bewitch you!  

Your passionate kiss takes my breath away, your hand on my breast, my waist, my thigh, reaches its final destination, exploring, I open my thighs for you, my sweet juices run down my cheeks, moistening your fingers. “You are so tight!” you say.  Yes, yet your fingers play with me expertly and I soon scream out of pleasure.  Are the castle walls thick enough to muffle my cries? Suddenly, you take my big toe in your mouth and suck it.  I feel electrified and almost orgasm.  You play with my toes and every time I gasp and jump, surprised by the incredible sensation.  Oh my God!  This is divine!  But your lips have gone up my leg and explore my wet lips, tasting me, your tongue deep in my velvety hole, I squirm, breathless and lost in pleasure.  While your tongue circles my clitoris, your fingers trace small circles on the upper wall of my slippery cunt and my legs start to shake.  I can suddenly feel  myself gushing endlessly while I scream and loose control, surrendering to your touch.  I'm floating on a wave of intense and endless pleasure out of time, out of space,  I forget where I am.  You then take me gently, rubbing your thick glans on my clit and the sensation is just overwhelming again, you then slowly slide inside me when I beg you to take me, fill me, please, please!  You ask me "Would you like me to take you like this every morning and every evening?"  "Yes, I do".  You then profusely  cum inside me while my pussy squeezes you tight and as I bite your neck.

Ghost Lovers

You picked me up from the airport and we decided to go have lunch in that lovely city we both love.  It took us a while to drive there, but we made it just along the street leading to the Crescent.  What a view! Old memories coming back.  We had a late lunch in a small café and reacquainted with one another.  We ordered the same food, we seem to have the same tastes.  I had a delicious glass of red wine tasting of redcurrant.  


When we left the café, you took my hand and told me I was just the right size to hold your hand comfortably.  Our fingers entwined and my heart was racing.  I could not believe I was here with you after such a long wait.  We walked to the Crescent.  There was this seagull that was scratching the lawn in the park looking for worms we supposed, we stared at it for a while and laughed.  You then took me by the waist and kissed me there.  What a delicious, breathtaking kiss this was.  My hands in your back were grabbing your jacket.  I could not have enough of you.  A kiss on the Royal Crescent was more than I would have expected.  We then continued our stroll around the block and down the side to the park.  I told you of my belief in spirits and about the ghost walk I took in my young days when they would take you around on a dark foggy night to all the haunted places and tell you about the ghost lady clad in an 18^th century dress, who appears now and then on certain nights near the Pump Room.  

Will you be able to see the ghosts of the two happy lovers kissing and walking down that Crescent next time you return there, I wonder?

Mine

Filthy Gorgeous Things - Larry Clark

Jazz was softly playing from the device you had placed next to us. We were relaxing in a warm bubble bath, the light from scented candles surrounding us in a light glow.  We had scrubbed and soft-soaped each other.  I think it was raining outside, and we were just lying there,  in the soothing bath. Quietly. Your head resting on my right shoulder, while I was languidly running my hand across your torso, on your nipples and your stomach, stroking your hard oozing cock as you softly sighed.  You were completely abandoned; eyes closed, in my arms, my lover to be, in this moment suspended in time, in the glow of the candlelight,  you were mine, entirely mine.

Our First Meeting

I saw him coming towards me while I was searching my bag for my cell phone.  He looked young and slender and very charming in his dark blue suit.  I asked “B., is it you?”  “Yes”, he smiled, his voice was different from the “cam voice”, and a lot sexier.  I was smiling nervously and felt very happy.  We hugged quite formally; the surroundings did not allow for a proper hug, he then led me to his car.

He showed me on a road map where we would go for our picnic, and enjoy the countryside.  There were several options, but I let him choose the one he preferred. The mere idea of looking at a map made me feel all mellow because maps always make the traveller and adventurer in me dream.  His gentle presence made me feel incredibly good.

I was thrilled to secretly be in a foreign country just for a few hours, it was so exciting. 

The conversation was easy while we walked the path to the top of the hill overlooking meadows and old houses; the site was just beautiful and perfect!  He asked for the very much needed hug.  I was shaking, flooded by emotions, being able to touch him for real after long weeks of emailing and camming was powerful.  Our hearts were pounding, oh God! Our lips met.  While our first kisses were hesitant, they became more ardent. His hands exploring and touching the back of my neck sent shivers along my spine, My nose nestling in his neck, on his shoulder against his warm skin, I inhaled his scent and after-shave,  woody green and nice. My hands had slipped under his shirt and I could not have enough of him, they were exploring him while we kissed. The ice was broken now at last.

We sat on a cover away from the path, overlooking the scenery of the valley below and enjoyed some French baguette with goat cheese, sliced ham, Greek olives, mushrooms, and grapes accompanied by a good French Burgundy. Dessert consisted of strawberries dipped in Bailey's Irish cream liqueur, a novelty to me, I had to apologise for gulping them down so fast. He could not have chosen better.  I was baffled.  The conversation flowed easily; we touched and laid on the cover, smiled and kissed, my hands under his shirt on his smooth skin.  I could not remember the last time I felt so wonderfully cared for in somebody’s arms.  I was so greedy for his touch and kisses.  My hands explored further down his now bulging pants and my fingertips played with his hardness.  At one point, noticing we were alone, I gently undid his belt and kissed and licked the tip of his cock that was peaking out of his pants.  His moans made me smile and very soon after, I had my reward.  I deeply kissed him to share his sweet taste with him.  He was surprised by my cheekiness.  He was so scared anyone could have seen us.  I told him with a grin he had no idea what I was capable of.  Alas, it had suddenly become chilly and we soon had to leave.

We made it to the airport, but stayed a while in the back of his car for some more passionate and wet kisses and his hands exploring my breast and nipples.  At one point, I just wanted to feel my skin against his therefore lifted my sweater and unbuttoned his shirt to feel him closely. Soon after, we had to rearrange ourselves and I was on my way to the plane.  Sigh!  I had to pinch myself to realise all this had really happened.  I was on cloud nine!  What a wonderful day! What wonderful feelings.  I am so looking forward to our reunion in just a few days.  We have shared so much more in the meantime, and we are so longing for each other’s company.  It is crazy!  It is going to be a feast of the senses.  I cannot wait!


What a day!



Life is happening

Kassandra - The Smell of Autumn

The wheel is turning, life is happening. It seems so much has happened lately and is about to happen soon, that.... I'm completely exhausted but getting happier by the day!

First of all, I seem to have new followers. I am surprised that people actually read me LOL! Even if I have not posted anything recently. Welcome to my little world, my new followers. I'm smiling!

Then, my husband is moving out this week-end. We are separated! It is becoming official... What do I feel? Actually, I'm not exhilarated, I'm not sad, I have been waiting for this for such a long time, that I actually don't feel anything. I guess I haven't realized yet, it has to sink in. The backlash is that there is a certain number of issues that need to be discussed with the children as I am the "monster" and I seemingly have to pay for it. We shall see how things work out. It is not going to be easy.

In the meantime, I have not had much rest because of 14 days of on-going work, followed by a week-end spent in Italy with my art class in Milan and Pavia. I need to sleep!

If you read my last post, things have evolved too. I spent a few hours overseas to meet in person someone very special I met online. As I said, it was a very special and intense hug, but things seemed too complicated at first, yet after some in-depth discussion, they should work out very nicely. I don't want to say too much now, but we have plans to meet again. I hope to be able to post about our first few hours together soon. It made me so happy! The distance and our personal circumstances, as I mentioned in my last post, do not make it easy, but we crave each other's company so much that we want to meet again soon! Oh, I'm sooo looking forward to that much needed warm, affectionate, tender hug, my dear! And sharing masses of TLC, I can't wait!

So, life is happening at last, I'm taking one thing at a time and appreciate all the positive vibes that are coming my way, thanks to a few friends I have close by, but also to some lovely people I met online across the world, you know who you are, especially you, my Fairy!

Away for a hug

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I'm away for the day, flying over the sea for a hug.  We shall see what happens...

It was a beautiful hug, an intense hug, but only a hug.  

Life circumstances and the distance made us realise more was impossible.  

We shall remain friends, if that is at all possible.  

You know you are very dear and special to me.

There is beauty in the world

I haven't posted in a while, too busy, very emotional, lacking sleep, but life seems to be smiling at me these days!  I know this is a completely cheezy post, but there are days like this when you feel like under the influence of some illicit drugs or weeds, lol!  So be it!

Friendship

1. My imaginary world is my favorite place to travel to.


2. When I think about my childhood, I often remember my budgie.


3. A pet makes for a good friend.


4. The wind in the trees, the rain on my skin, and the smell of freshly cut grass.


5. Running barefoot accross the sprinkler in the garden is so exciting!


6. My best friend knows all my secrets.


7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to reading, tomorrow my plans include driving my son to his athletic competition and Sunday, I want to enjoy a nap in my hammock!

Moments

Pain, Fear, Anxiety, Ambulances, Hospitals, Doctors

Expectations, Questioning, Reassurance,

Relief, Medicine, Breakdown, Rest,

Responsibilities, Being Strong,

Facing the Truth, Arguing, Anger, Grief, Promises,

Crying, Distress, Needing Help,

Understanding, Sharing Worries, Feeling Relieved,

Friendship, Love, Hope?

Friendship, Love, Hope…

H O P E!

Can I kiss you?

We were the usual bunch of friends - boyfriends and girlfriends - spending a week skiing in the French Alps. New Year’s Eve found us visiting some other friends, in a “chalet” on the slopes.

The evening had gone by smoothly with local food and wine, the party and the music started with our hosts handing us some nice fruit juice cocktails. The countdown started. At that time, and quite a few cocktails later, the atmosphere was merry, tipsy, flirtatious and very happy! At midnight, we all jumped around in a kissing frenzy. “Can I kiss you?” I bent forwards to kiss her on the cheek but she met my lips. I locked my eyes into her gaze, eyebrows raised in surprise. I had always found her pretty, but so close I suddenly discovered how very beautiful her almond shaped blue eyes were, with golden sparkles, and her almost black eyebrows. Her skin was very pale and her face delicate. Her lips full, dark red and very soft. She pulled me closer, her arms around my shoulders. I put my hands on her thin waist sliding onto her full buttocks. Her kiss was so sensual that I felt hungry for her tongue. I wanted to taste the water of her mouth. I felt her slender body against mine, her breasts touching mine. It was all so tender and yet never anyone had kissed me so greedily. We just could not stop. We were drawn to each other. I don’t remember who started it, I had my hands on her delightful curves, and she had hers under my sweater. It seems everybody had done their round of kissing, when suddenly her boyfriend and mine came to us asking what we the hell was going on. “We were just showing each other some … uhh affection?” “OK, can you show me some affection too, you cheater!” I kissed him, but his kiss was so very different. He then leaned over to grab her out of her boyfriend’s arms and kissed her deeply as well. It seemed like a game, so I grabbed her boyfriend and kissed him as well. This attracted some attention and that evening, I don’t remember how many people I kissed on the mouth, but I must have kissed at least four girls, several times…. And again…. So nice! The evening became a kissing orgy. I don’t know what secret ingredient they had put in their cocktails, but it certainly made us all feel real love for one another. It was genuine and spontaneous. And it lasted for I don’t know how long. That night, due to the freezing cold in the dormitory, with thick frost covering windows inside the room, and a temperature reaching some minus 20 centigrades (-4 F), we all slept with our clothes, coats and sleeping bags, all packed together for heat. I don’t know what would have happened if the temperature would have been higher. The day after the magic was gone, but whenever our eyes met, we girls had a big smile for each other, accomplices to the crime.